Date Nights – Radiances

When Remus and I first met,
I fantasized of feeling his cock in my mouth,
in my throat, deep
thrusting, spurting.

Then cancer came,
my throat, sliced to cut cancer out,
suckles frightened me.
I could not suck him for a long time.

Last night, the urge visited me.
I felt his taste on my tongue,
the texture of his skin, frenulum,
a sharp wrinkle against my tongue,
smooth helmet brushing
ridges, the roof of my mouth,
scent of pubic hair,
tickling my nose,
weight of testicles, cupped in my hand,
I want to be there.
I spoke of it,
last night he just smiled.
It’s been a long time, you see.
I’d spoken before,
tried, but panicked,
leaving him cooling, dry.

I woke, dreaming, got up to pee.
When I returned to our bed,
his cock against his leg,
lay slightly swollen, wanton.
I touched his arm,
ran my fingers down his body,
the raised nipple,
belly hairs rising, muscles tightened,
My fingers came to rest on his thigh.
I leaned in and kissed him softly,
his cock hardened against my lips,
hips thrust toward me.
I took him in my mouth,
and it was good, we sighed.

A few sexy, kinky, poly things I did this past weekend, going backwards in time:

I walked with a woman friend to a nearby restaurant for nuncheon on Sunday (yesterday). We talked about things poly and that’s when I shared a mutual idea that some of my poly friends and I have tossed around for a few years now. We want to buy a piece of land and start a polyamory/kink-friendly co-housing association. First we want to practice poly coexistence in smaller groups. Remus and I have hoped to get a poly/kink-friendly roomy again. We really loved having another friendly friend stay for a month last fall. I loved having more girly energy around! My Sunday nuncheon lady friend was thrilled about our poly co-housing ideas. She’s all excited to ponder it. By the way, she’s going to move in with us for a bit starting in May. I’m looking forward to it.

Saturday night we had a group of kink friends over for a play party and a discussion on breath play, which I facilitated. My evening highlights were circling up with most of the women there for a booby rub, and holding a sassy-mouthed woman still while she was getting swatted. She had got a little too big for her britches. I got a few smack in myself now and then too, so it was especially fun for me. Who doesn’t like holding a giggly woman down for swatting? That was all very fun, but so was all the catching up with friends I haven’t seen in a month or so. Remus’s high point was getting to cane the ass of a woman who attended our play night. She later posted pictures of her marks on Fetlife. He seemed pleased with his work.

Friday night was a family dinner and movie night. Remus’s children came over. I fixed a fabulous dinner, if I do say so myself. Remus made some truly scrumptious steaks in the broiler. Not as good as his grilled steaks, but pretty yummy nevertheless.

A fabulous weekend all in all.

Here’s a round-up of some interesting reading:

Autism and Kink

A favorite rope bondage blog

Fifty Shades of Legal Liability: Legal Risks of Kinky Sex

My latest favorite kink message picture: