Our sex is lovely…
and lately it is sans pain play. My body has had enough pain after nearly a year of pain from various non-consensual things like thyroid cancer surgery, an injury to one of my fingers after surgery, increased fybromyalgia, nearly six months of mastitis that seems to finally be over and bruising to a breast that is still healing. Involuntary, not-fun pain rather takes all fun out of playing with pain. I will crave it again though. I always do.
We miss it though. A great deal. Which is why Remus is enjoying beating on other women when he’s got a chance.
I miss his spankings a lot though.