My body is in conflict. On the one hand, I am a healthy, normal adult woman in her sexual prime. On the other, I have a thyroid that’s causing many upsets in how my body functions. I’m intensely desiring Remus. I want him to trail his knife and his fingers all over me. I want him to practice his arts at breast play and spanking. I want him to tie me up and kiss me everywhere and look at me with all the desire he’s capable of. I want him to ply his fingers such that he’ll make messes for several feet around me. I want his hardness for a long, long time. I want to experience his Dominance and my submission. I want to revel in our love…and my body is exhausted. I hesitate to have any wounds just prior to a surgery…or to tire myself further by having any wounds to heal before surgery either.
Even more frustrating to be very aware of Remus’s desire for me…He doesn’t even have to express it. I can tell. His body responds. His eyes tell me the story.
It’s so sweet that we feel this way for each other. I am grateful. I am so avid for my body to be healed!