I just moved four posts to trash. Seemed a good time to do a burning bowl. That’s helpful.
I am spending a good deal of time turning my attention away from certain situations that shall remain nameless at the moment and toward happy, constructive situations…It is a good practice. But exhausting.
I’ve been cleaning. That’s always a helpful task when I’m upset, as I have been so much lately. Not only does my place feel better, but I do too. It is not quite as spiffy as I usually have it in terms of dusting, but it’s neat and clean.
Remus and I have not been having sex of late because I’ve not been feeling well. Today, we had some time together with a toy. It was sweet and much needed erotic release and emotional connection. I really needed it and so did he.
He’s doing taxes and I’m doing homework. We’re both trying to ignore Bellatrix being home. Despite my internal struggles, life is sweet and I’m very grateful.
If you think of it, send healing my way? Not feeling so great these days…