As I do this, I seem to be unpacking all the stress.
I’m choosing not to review it much…just to note it and keep breathing.
It feels really good to be putting my things away. It feels really good to be doing simple things here like washing the dishes…MY dishes. I only have the handful of things I kept with me in my last place, but I will be getting the rest of my kitchen things out of storage soon. The idea of using my own kitchen things for the first time in 4 years is wonderful!
As I do so, I’m just breathing…and trying to get homework done also.
I wish, I could say I felt the cheerfulness I felt last spring right now.
I know this heaviness will pass…
I know that cheerfulness lies under it…and all will be well in time.