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It is the time of year when I have trouble with words.

My summer ceremony is coming up and I’m diving deep into soulful emotions.

I feel so contemplative…

Being on silence right now would seem normal and comfortable.

On the other hand, I feel bubbly and full…

So full that I feel I might burst at the seams.

Full of I don’t know what actually.

Emotions, understanding, questions, change.

I am full of change.

I feel erotic.

I feel strong and confident.

I feel weak and frightened as a baby.

Music seems to be the best way to express things.

I feel full of music.

I want a spanking.

I want to sit in sangha and meditate.

I want to dance.

I want to sing.

I want to be alone.

I want to wander a garden and speak of deep things until I run out of words.

I want to laugh.

I want to cry.


I did say bursting.

I get like this every year.

I always say it is such an odd place to be.

Happens every year this time.

2 thoughts on “Bubbling Up

    1. Thank you. This year is odd to not be keeping any journey leading into my summer ceremony. I have not even done so privately anywhere. I am being silent. It is…potent. It is good to be witnessed. Thank you Jerry. Hugs!!


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