This weekend I was going to do some wax play. My lungs have been in terrible shape. I didn’t end up going…and so my roommy came home with a candle from the workshop on wax play. I’ve been sitting here looking at it all evening. Nice purple candle…I have this craving to light the thing up and dribble it on my skin…and I have the urge to scrape it off with a knife. My skin is really craving play. I want to feel the sting of the hot wax. I like it when it stings just a little…I want to feel the edge of the knife scraping ever so gently over my skin…

I made a decision. I’m happy with it.

I know this makes no sense to you. It does to me though. I am just sitting with the power inside me. The sense of the decision feels pregnant with possibility. I wonder what will be birthed of it…?

There will be much learned in the months to come. I’m looking forward to it.

5 thoughts on “Playing with Wax and Knife

  1. Sorry to hear you were too sick to go. Seems like we’re in the same boat at the moment 😦 I keep reminding myself, this too will pass….lol. For now, I’m staying warm and drinking plenty. Hope you are too.

    love and hugs xxx


    1. Still resting today too. Asthma takes alot out of a person. I’m exhausted, though most of the asthma has subsided finally. I hope you feel better soon. Take care of you! ((warm hugs))


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