I have noticed that I have a tendency to pick men who only want booty calls lately while I also have a tendency to want to feel affectionate and smitten (that’s not new) even if I don’t want to build a life with someone and want to live alone for right now. I was laughing to myself today about it. I’m so distracted mentally today from trying to write an essay that I kept not really reading the directions on the automated movie ticket machine and trying to get it to work my way. *rolls eyes*
I really do need to make a good friend for regular intimacies though. It is important to get my needs met and one thing I need is touch and bdsm. When I feel strongly about such things as I am right now, the Universe will provide someone special. At least for a little while. Just gotta be patient.