Sometimes I feel really irritated with people. I get irritated when people have a feeling and they don’t want to deal with it…so they tell me that some how I am wrong or make them feel uncomfortable. They use that as an excuse to be aloof and then tell me they wouldn’t be aloof if I wasn’t wrong or making them feel uncomfortable.
When the truth is they have their own uncomfortable feeling that has nothing to do with me. I never did anything except be myself…which was supposedly lots of fun and really wonderful…until they got an uncomfortable feeling.
It is very hard for me to be patient with this behavior.
I really do feel like kicking someone’s ass.
The good news is, I’m getting slightly better at saying what I think without getting all hurt and weepy and so full of self doubt that I actually question my own integrity.
Meh…This too shall pass.
Though it would pass more amusingly if I kicked ass. *smirks*